October 21, 2014

then-it-fell-apart:

i hope one day you are at peace with yourself. i hope you can take a shower without crying and you can close your eyes without thinking about your funeral. i hope one day you start singing in the shower again and are happy for no reason. i hope you get better, because you really deserve to. 

(via pizzaswag)

October 21, 2014
"It’s you. It’s been you for the past 486 days. Since the moment I met you. It’s you at 2 in the morning or 4 in the afternoon. It’s you when I’m sleeping and studying and eating and laughing. You are everywhere and you are everything."

— 2am thoughts (via fluro)

(via agapeemenee)

October 20, 2014
Gotta put on my make up. Put up my walls. The war paint. Just to leave my house

Gotta put on my make up. Put up my walls. The war paint. Just to leave my house

October 20, 2014

"It’ll be better in the morning"
No. It’s not. It still hurts. Can’t imagine what she’s going through.

October 20, 2014
desenharts:

by Charmaine Olivia

desenharts:

by Charmaine Olivia

October 20, 2014
Honest MBTI Stereotypes

deadlyliv:

ISTJ: Practical and down-to-earth. Probably your mother.
ISFJ: Always nice enough to be suspicious and more loyal than all your pets combined.
ISTP: Probably don’t care about you, might still kill you in your sleep though.
ISFP: Always carrying at least 4 daisy chains on them…

October 20, 2014

There are so many words in my head, so many ideas. I want to scream, cut off all my hair, paint a canvas and throw out all of my clothes, I want to show the world my angst. show the world the pain I’m in. how much this isn’t fair. My soul is slamming against the bars, and there’s nothing I can do, My sisters little peanut, her little peanut that we were all so excited to meet, her little 5cm bundle of joy, growing and forming inside of her, We were all getting excited, dad didn’t mind being called grandpa, and we all just felt like a family. We were connected by our love for you at such a small age. 15 weeks, we were getting excited to see if you were a boy or girl, what music I could show you when you were older, and what mischief we could get up to, to drive Donna wild when you were little. the little bundle I was so eager to hold. Your tiny hands, sleepy little eyes, even your screams sounded appealing, because it would have come from you. Our little peanut. 
But it looks like you won’t be coming anymore Peanut, It looks like you didn’t form properly, and please believe your mother loves you very much, That the little stomach I wanted to raspberry and tickle as you grow older, get pierced when you were old enough and be the cool aunty, Well it didn’t form, and I can’t tell you how sad we are. Distraught. Disintegrating. Your grandma cries for you. Grandpa shed some tears before he knew he had to be strong. but we all cared Peanut. Because you were our little peanut. 
You be strong now, But we know what’s coming, we know the decision Donna must make, and we will all be there for your mummy. I will hold her hand and I will be there for her every step of the way. Because losing you Peanut, Just as I lost my little one, It’s going to hurt, and it’s going to hurt worse than mine, because they wanted you, they could keep you, They were going to be so happy. I’m so sorry little peanut, I wish we could hold your hand as we hold hers. Oh little peanut, at least you are surrounded by your mummy. Because she loves you so damn much. 

Oh Peanut, little Peanut. 

Too many tears to really think clearly. but know we are all thinking of you. of your mother and father, of grandpa and grandma. we are here for all of you. I will hold them together Peanut. Just as I would have held you. Held you together through your first heartbreak and been there every step I could. Because we all want you Peanut. 

October 20, 2014
"Something inside is hurting you – that’s why you need cigarettes or whiskey, or music turned so fucking loud you can’t think."

(via fu-cksadness)

so fucking l o u d 

(via dl0u)

(Source: unextinguished, via oneofyourfangirls)

October 20, 2014
"

1. Your skin may never be perfect, and that’s okay.

2. Life is too short not to have the underwear, the coffee, and the haircut you want.

3. Everyone (including your family, your coworkers, and your best friend) will talk about you behind your back, and you’ll talk about them too. It doesn’t mean you don’t love each other.

4. It’s okay to spend money on things that make you happy.

5. Sometimes without fault or reason, relationships deteriorate. It will happen when you’re six, it will happen when you’re sixty. That’s life.

"

Five things I am trying very hard to accept (via aumoe)

Love this

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October 20, 2014

korrastyle:

"For years people have been saying they can help me get better. Nothing’s worked. I need to figure this out on my own."

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